10.31.2009

To Jia xin & Joanne

-I guess all of us just cried.I really freaking dontknow what we were quarreling just naos,it is suppose to be a talk & i dontknow why it ended up everyone felt angry(?)Joanne,i didn't doubt that you didn't put in effort in 3 of our friendship,im just trying to imply that it seems you treated your friends a better position than us.Yes,you put us 2 hearts,but i seriously cant feel the close-ness & the kind of feeling we used to have in our friendship.Jia xin & Joanne,there are not only times when only both of you feel upset & feel like telling i also felt really lonely @ times & the first thing i wanted to do is wanted to tell you guys.But i know you guys dontknow my friends & wont undertstand my feelings.Other than our friendship have drifted(of course),there seriously isn't any problems between us.I trust you guys & love you guys.YES,your secondary friends are the ones who were by your sides in school,sorry to have not understand you,maybe i was just being selfish to want more & dont undertstand you.SORRY.Please,no more debating & quarrels!
*I hope after saying all these on our blogs,there wont be anymore problems.Lets be back to normal can?But as said"A broken friendship maybe soldered  but will never be sound."Let time heal the cracks between us..
*Thanks Cherine for comforting me.<3
*I cried again & again.. :'( [i know all of us are tired,but you can never guess or feel how lethargic i am than you guys.IM LONELY. 

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