Baddies in disguise.

-Im really freaking tired & pissed by frienship this thing.
Confusing,complicated & irriating.*(Pls note that im not
shooting at any particular person. :) )Damn sick okays!
i really dontknow why.i think i have already done my best 
for her yet it meant nothing to her?I only want a true friend who
would be there whenever i needed her & not one who
a while with you another blink they wif someobody else.
NO.Yah,maybe i have to get with this kind of life.Im not
trying to gain pity from any one of you.I just feel that whoever
im who has they own best friends already,im the one who chups
into other ppl's friendship.i might have friends but maybe im just
too greedy & not contented & want someone better?Ofcourse,
who would not want to choose a friend wisely?A friend may lead
you stray or either lead you to better.I really feel lonely at times!Nobody
understands me at all & i really mean NOBODY.No one to turn to.You
guys will never understand my feeling.I need someone who listens to my
sorrows,play hard with me & study hard with me.I have listened to other
ppl's sorrow,when it is their turn,they want care,dont want care.I really
didn't want much in return.Some treat me as dog?tell me do this do that.
in the end just using me.Some finish using you then dont care you at all.
IWISHTORESTARTMYLIFE.