Jealousy kills.

Naggy post ahead!Escape now or never! :O (LOL)

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-After i have seen 2 natural disasters movies,i really think that i have taken my life for granted.I never know what would happen everyday.Years had past so fast,& i have already turned 12.I really want to cherish my this precious life.It didnt come for granted.But things have been changing.It was once so pure,now?Everyone changed including me.One thousand & more why in my head.Is humanity really going to vanish?I really wonder what if i die in this world.Would i still have the chance to see the world advancing & see things changing?I really dont wish to vanish from this world.I only want to cherish the time i have now.How long will this last?But human often dont learn their lessons,only when they experience it.Haiz..Hopes mother earth would be fine.& HUMANS not to be greedy & selfish & take this earth for granted for their own privilege.But i know this wont happen,like duh.

-I have often wish to rewind the time,when everything was not a worry for me.& the time when i dont care a damn for this earth & what is going around me.Thats the best of the best.No need think so much for friendship,results,money & etc.Thinking so much is just a waste of ya time & wasting your brain memory.Now what has been done cant be undone.What has gone cant be back again. :( HAIS.WHY?Now i have changed to a person which is so sensitive,paranoid,easy jealous,selfish & so many imperfections.Yeah,nobody is perfect,but would'nt it be great if everyone is perfect?Nth to be worried about.Back then,i guess my world is flawless.Now its full of flaws.I guess thats a fact that cant be changed,so i should try accepting it.

Li Shan,

*i look superx2 weird!